By Shelby Larsen Vanity.Such a strange concept.Not until I realizedhow many timesI checkedmakeuphairin the mirrordid I grasp…I am vain.I adore my reflection.I see that girlin the mirror.Beautiful.Sexy.Gorgeous.A goddess.Compared to the girlin the mirrormany years agowho felt fat,ugly,nerdy,she is flawless.Avoidingglass,water,anything reflective.Staringfloor,bed,green walls,owl posters,anywhere but me:in the mirrors,in the pictures.Thank you,poor self-esteem,self-hatred,self-pity.Blame society.Glamour magazine.8 th grade boys.Unrealistic,unattainable,body …